Sunday, November 4, 2012

突如其来

星期天。
雨天。
傍晚。

这是突如其来的一篇。

上了大学,功课繁忙没时间;
有了技能手机,上传分享图片太容易;
有空闲的时候,甘愿出去走走吃吃看看买买。
要不然,就懒懒散散窝在床看戏。
就是这样,我把这里给忽略了,哈哈哈哈。~.~

刚才看到脸书有这么一段:
现在终于知道为什么人们总是说离开中学就等于离开了人间天堂。

其实,我不认同。

曾经,我把中学看成是 -逼我读我不喜欢的科目- 的学期。
中一到中三那段时间还好,因为是必读的。
到了中四,我完全不知道我读的是为了什么。
我开始彷徨,也无能为力。
那时候,进理科班,代表你很厉害,你也会觉得很威风吧?
我进理科班,有点意外;
进理科最优越的那一班,跟我开玩笑的是吧?!=.=
毕竟自己的中三统考成绩中等罢了欸。

那是上帝的安排,我感谢祂,因为我可以和自己的朋友同班。
我有想过要换去读文科的,
但是一想到没有熟悉的人和我一起念,就打消念头了。
因此,中四和中五我都是硬着头皮去念的。
我自认不是个聪明的学生,对理科的科目也毫无兴趣。
所以我念得很辛苦。
我不是那种拿起书一念就懂,一读就记得的学生。
所以不管我怎样去念啊背啊,我还是考不出优越的成绩。
我觉得我念的理科,都很难。
我投降,我好想放弃。
我那个时候没有人可以给我倾诉的。
我真的读到好累,好累。
但是我不能放弃啊。

中五的统考对一个将要上大学的学生来讲,非常重要。
那个时候的我,根本就想像不到自己的未来。
会不会上大学,会读什么科系,我毫无头绪。
我只知道,一定要尽能力考好统考,想快快毕业。
就在考统考的前几天,我的脑里突然有个想法:毕业后,去念室内设计。
过后我有考虑考虑,我喜欢画,又对室内摆设有兴趣。
当我爸妈听了我的想法,蛮意外的。
我也预料到了,因为一直以来我都没向他们提起。
当他们问我为什么选这科,我回答不出来,因为这是突然的想法。
但很幸庆他们没有反对,还鼓励我好好念。
之后我一直在想,我选这科会不会很冒险?自己真的喜欢吗?
不过一旦找到了本地有得念这科的学院,自己就定下了要读。室。内。设。计。

结果一念,就爱上了。
到现在,还是喜欢。
念了3年diploma,现在是degree第二年了。
当中当然有很多怨言,尤其是功课很多,压力大,没得睡的时候。
但是重来没有想过要放弃。
虽然是念到很辛苦,但起码这是我喜欢的,我选择的。
当我的努力,我的成品被称赞,被受肯定的时候,心里是又有多么的欢喜快乐。
那份满足感真的很大,它让我知道,我的努力是没有白费的。
现在你问我为什么会选这科?
我可以回答了。
这是被我爸爸影响的。
详情我就不必在这里多说了。

感谢主,我有权力去选我要读的科系。
感谢主,我能过选择我要读的大学。
感谢主,我父母一向来都很支持我。:')
感谢主,我没选错科。:'D


我之所以不认同那一段句子,
是因为我认为,
离开中学,是给我过着我能选择的生活。
想当年,我真的很希望快快结束我的中学生涯。
和同学一起的快乐时光我会怀念。
但那些读书考试的生活,我一点都不在乎,不喜欢。
我的左脑比较发达,根本就不适合读理科。
所以离开中学,我好像自由了~

我现在享受我的生活,我选的生活。
现在的想法已不再是想快快毕业了,
而是想要时间过慢一点,给我读多几年。
因为我不想这么快毕业,进入社会工作,哈哈!

就在这里停笔!:)








Sunday, September 30, 2012

September

Hi everyone,
today is the Mid-autumn Festival,
which also mark the last day of September!

Nothing much happening this month,
so far still can cope with my assignments,
and keep on longing for weekends every week haha,
because I can date with my boyfriend! :P
Okay it may doesn't sounds like a big deal for you,
but it does matter a lot for me.
I really appreciate the times when we are together,
and thanks him for willing to spend some times with me.
"I love you!"
The first picture above was taken by our friend when we play Truth or Dare,
and I get the Dare to do eskimo kiss with my boyfriend. =.="
Somehow it looks sweet hehe. :3

Last night I went to the condominium my boyfriend stayed,
to have an early celebration with him and a bunch of friends,
all from East Malaysia!
They prepared home cook dinner for the night,
with some desserts and mooncakes.

We also went downstair to play with the paper lanterns.
There are so much talking and laughter going on when we gather together.
I feel so blessed and warm. :')

This is the lunch today prepared by my master tenant, Aunty Mok.
Mid-autumn lunch!


That's all for the post,
中秋快乐!:D





Monday, September 10, 2012

M.I.A.

Hey hey hey,
I have been m.i.a. for quite some time. -_-
Not busy with anything actually haha,
just don't feel like blogging,
maybe lazy. -.-
I tend to summarise everything in a blog post nowadays. :x

So,
I'm back to KL already and now is the second week of the semester.
This time I'm back with my boyfriend,
cos we're studying in the same uni! :P
Anyway,
life's good so far!
Tomorrow is the first day of UPSR,
Good Luck to my sis!

Bye!

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

HOME

Today is the 17th day at my hometown.
Here's some quickie update~
Finally had my favourite laksa!! #slurrp


House is undergoing renovation, super messy out there. .___.


Got myself the first smartphone. :)

#thanksmum!

Welcome the 2 members in my pet family.

#fatty #male


#naughty #female

Finally met up with my girls!

#BFF

Get to celebrate my boy's birthday. :)
I manage to bake him a cake! x)
First time in my life I bake a cake for birthday. shy*

Cheesecake with blueberry filling.
It really taste good. :P

Got my first results in degree!
A very satisfying one! Hooray! :D
Hard work paid off. :')
#thankGod

Lastly, me!
Taken this morning. :3